"Thursday, June 24
Mum , i hope you would at least understand me because talking to you wasn't easy . I really had a hard time with you this days . You don't understand me . Why can't you let me be happy ? I really want to make this holiday a worthwhile one . Time is precious mum . I've plan a lot of things with my friends but everything just turns out like a thrash . I don't want to blame you for everything . I know that I'm at fault too sometimes but please , don't treat me like a baby . I'm 15years old mum . I'm a grown up teenage and i need my space too . Mum , i don't want to fight with you anymore . I'm really tired . But you got to understand me too . Stop shouting at me . I would never shout at you unless you shout at me . I know that I'm disrespectful towards you . I'm sorry . I know i have no rights but i can't take it . I got limits too mum . Mum , you're unfair . Bro always gets to go out .Mum , your doings has causes me of not getting along well with my friends . You always kept me away from my friends . I can't communicate well with them . I need friends too mum . So why are you doing this to me ? I know u are much more important but i need friends too . They are the one that have been supporting me all this while . I need you and them . So please , let me have some freedom and spare me a thoughts . I want you to be happy and i need you to let me be happy . Please . You can't expect me to be by your side all the time . Let me go to explore and enjoy my life .
I love you mum <3